Sunday, 23 March 2008

Is it so hard?

what can i say to make you see
the girl that's real inside of me
that isn't Domme or sub
just a girl who wants to love
who uses mirrors and smoke
distracts with a story or a joke
who loves to dress up
and loves to fuck
but keeps herself all walled up
till fate or fortune sent to me
a human style epiphany
is it so hard to see
the fool who stands behind the cool
of outrageous joie de vivre
is it hard to see me?
you asked me things, so direct
i hoped a kiss would deflect
but you saw the move and more
do you want to see it all?
so in answer:
at 50 i dream i'm by the sea
holding the hand of you,
my own epiphany.